A lonely AJ

It go know that YK been reading my blog and some people who happen to come by. Yet, either than YK and my wife, I have no other friend. Even though YK is my friend, but I can only meet him online, and for my wife not all the time like I wish only on certain time. For that also, I have to pray hard meeting him at lease one week.

Don’t talk about work, there I am all alone, just caring for my own work. Not that I so picky, only a certain group are exclusive to me, but I am just shy and work is hell on earth for me. Note I still interact with my colleague, but there nothing personal we chat about other than what machine to clean, top up chemical and do etch rate. This is my stupid life. Not like when I at school or doing my National Service, where I have friends. Working life suck and I do know the fact, this not just happening to me but some poor soul out there.

So what can I do? That I cannot answer, if there is a good soul out there please help me. I frequent visit at Sgboy, but my interaction there more poor. Well may be lah, I going to be all alone should something happen between my wife and me or not alone but only with my wife.

I do say I want to live with him, but with his mum I don’t know lah.