A lonely AJ

It will be nice for me to just go out one day while the rest of my rest day stays home take care Baby Mizan, but this just a fantasy. I want this day to come true. I work for three days while two days I rest at home and only on a Saturday I go out if the following day a work nightshift. Then will go out on a Friday, if Sunday I work on a morning shift.

However, either day or night I always going out meeting my other half. It addictive, not meeting him for a day on my rest day, likes not meeting him for life. I know he is busy like and have a life (unlike me), but I don’t want him to think I just using him.