Night Shift Nightmare
Going to work for me is like going to hell. I always feeling sad and crying inside silently whenever I need to go to work. The strangely it only occur when it night shift, while during day shift I feeling fine. May be because in the day I can go home and sleep at night while night shift it reverses.
I remember not long ago where I cried badly due to this, I hate it when doing night shift because I cannot bear it. Waking while other sleeping, god if only I have four thousand dollar in my hand now. Sure I will say good bye to this hell hole. That my ticket getting the fuck out of here. Envy my brother because he has a happy life compare to me. He has a girlfriend, work office hour five day a week, and have owning both driving licence and riding licence. Why I cannot be like him? Although I earn more than him, but look at me, an idiot and fool who works on a Sunday.
Blog is the only way for me to say thing out, because I cannot say them out in real life. I do have a wife but yet cannot live with him, only want to meet also very difficult. Not all the time I can meet him, we don’t have home of our self and he going to National Service. My worry he going NS is that, he going to leave me and I will be alone again.
That will be nice for a fool who work on a Sunday, yup that right. They can only say but the one suffering if me and me alone. When I going to get the hell out? Only God knows.
I remember not long ago where I cried badly due to this, I hate it when doing night shift because I cannot bear it. Waking while other sleeping, god if only I have four thousand dollar in my hand now. Sure I will say good bye to this hell hole. That my ticket getting the fuck out of here. Envy my brother because he has a happy life compare to me. He has a girlfriend, work office hour five day a week, and have owning both driving licence and riding licence. Why I cannot be like him? Although I earn more than him, but look at me, an idiot and fool who works on a Sunday.
Blog is the only way for me to say thing out, because I cannot say them out in real life. I do have a wife but yet cannot live with him, only want to meet also very difficult. Not all the time I can meet him, we don’t have home of our self and he going to National Service. My worry he going NS is that, he going to leave me and I will be alone again.
That will be nice for a fool who work on a Sunday, yup that right. They can only say but the one suffering if me and me alone. When I going to get the hell out? Only God knows.
posted by Lonely AJ @ 16:36
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