Saturday, October 22, 2005

I am wrong please tell me

He may look handsome to other but don’t know why I so dam worry of him. Counting my days to meet him and feeling like lost a great person if not meet. My heart beats faster by the second every time we suppose to meet. Yet it smashes into pieces when not.

Each time we spend time together, the world seems so slow and I am very happy. Why must I feeling like this yet having doubt when he wants to borrow money from me. Do I fear he is going for another man leaving me like a fool? The first time I saw him, his eyes it attract me to be his other half.

Is it just I want to fun at the time or confuse to having a relationship that this happening to me? My life upside down now, cannot be alone must be together.

Why love is so pain? Am I so emotion? Am I so desperate? Why must it feel this way? Other I saw yet I don’t feel the same only him. I fear of loosing him. Every time I wonder had something bad happen to him yet at same time I fear him playing behind my back.

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