A lonely AJ

My blog now change. Have a few ad and background song which I love. It all happen after going out alone since cannot meet with my other half, as he thumb broke. But there still one or two thing need to add. Not just my blog have change, but my life as well. Last night, I followed my parent to Geylang to see it the last time before the renovation. During Ramadan in Singapore, all Malays around this little island will visit Geylang.

There lot of thing I seen, must interesting while other were confusing. However one particular area made me think about myself, how I am being treating both myself and other around me. I thanked Allah for allowing me to be at the area. Fear stroke me immediately, it show you death. Now I know I too fear death like other people, yet I dare say I not. Up to now still I am shivering thinking about it. It also made me hard to sleep; I need the sleep due to me going to work later at night.

Hopefully blogging about this will ease me, but it does have a positive impact on me. I now know more of my weakness and who I am. I do hope to change but not immediate, but one step at a time. I don’t know when my time will come but I do hope to go in peace and easy.