AJ Confidential
Long time no blogging, not because very busy but there nothing much going on with my life. My life is still the same, family still the same so with my work. Still no idea for my signature and my other half told me last night, I am a horny and impatiens person which is true, after persuading him. Hehehe, well that true. Cannot stand seeing handsome guys, will melt when seeing them especially low secondary school boys, and instantly want to have sex or jerk. Oops must stop I am now sounding more like a paedo.
Martin (my other half) told me he understood my character in just two months, for me up to now still no idea about his. For what I can say he a mummy boy (I like that), childish and a good partner to chat with. There always a lot of thing he like to chat, from at the library life up to people around him.
Well I started to falling for him deeply, not just because he handsome and cute or a good blower or that he a good friend but because he make my day when being with him.
No one so far, has made me feel this way only him. I met him when I was horny one Thursday evening. He posted at Sgboy IRC, he want to have $100 so I reply to his post. We meet but did not do anything, during the waiting. My heartbeat pump faster by the second as the previous week someone ask to meet but never turn up.
Forgot the time but he show up, he want to do at a public toilet but I decided not a wise idea. So we seat down at a near by flat and chat. During the chat I learn he had a boyfriend, but the relationship not going well. I fear that if he boyfriend knew, I will be dead but he assure me that won’t happen. That a relief! We only do it the next day, after my Friday prayer at Hotel 81 Chinatown. I so happy being with him, not just he did what I want, but I can kiss him unlike other who I asked. I paid the amount and then we asked if I free on Saturday. I reply ok.
Life is interesting, it happen so fast. In my mind I just want him to be my other half, fear of what happened during my National Service day. I was an idiot at the time, only wanting sex nothing but sex. I waste my chance, now I will not allow history to repeat itself.
I remember clearly like it was yesterday that, I purposed to him during my tea break I want to be his other half on morning of Sunday, May 22 2005 via sms. Cross my finger he reply yes and firework spark everywhere in me. Now looking back I don’t regretted being his husband.
Although, there time he asked me for money which made me tick (because saving up for my computer course), other than that I more relax now. Unfortunately, his handphone had been confiscates due to his M1 bill. Communicating is not easy; hopefully I can meet him today and may be go to Lavender this evening after I break my fast.
Martin (my other half) told me he understood my character in just two months, for me up to now still no idea about his. For what I can say he a mummy boy (I like that), childish and a good partner to chat with. There always a lot of thing he like to chat, from at the library life up to people around him.
Well I started to falling for him deeply, not just because he handsome and cute or a good blower or that he a good friend but because he make my day when being with him.
No one so far, has made me feel this way only him. I met him when I was horny one Thursday evening. He posted at Sgboy IRC, he want to have $100 so I reply to his post. We meet but did not do anything, during the waiting. My heartbeat pump faster by the second as the previous week someone ask to meet but never turn up.
Forgot the time but he show up, he want to do at a public toilet but I decided not a wise idea. So we seat down at a near by flat and chat. During the chat I learn he had a boyfriend, but the relationship not going well. I fear that if he boyfriend knew, I will be dead but he assure me that won’t happen. That a relief! We only do it the next day, after my Friday prayer at Hotel 81 Chinatown. I so happy being with him, not just he did what I want, but I can kiss him unlike other who I asked. I paid the amount and then we asked if I free on Saturday. I reply ok.
Life is interesting, it happen so fast. In my mind I just want him to be my other half, fear of what happened during my National Service day. I was an idiot at the time, only wanting sex nothing but sex. I waste my chance, now I will not allow history to repeat itself.
I remember clearly like it was yesterday that, I purposed to him during my tea break I want to be his other half on morning of Sunday, May 22 2005 via sms. Cross my finger he reply yes and firework spark everywhere in me. Now looking back I don’t regretted being his husband.
Although, there time he asked me for money which made me tick (because saving up for my computer course), other than that I more relax now. Unfortunately, his handphone had been confiscates due to his M1 bill. Communicating is not easy; hopefully I can meet him today and may be go to Lavender this evening after I break my fast.
posted by Lonely AJ @ 12:00
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